Anxiety Flower

Don't name this season as sadness

My mother dies a lot later

If she dies, the sun won't shine on the hawthorn trees.

And no one will know.

That walnut trees are emotional.

All the words were pecking like chickens

All the snakes were in my body like mackerel

They were jumping and jumping

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The blood flowing from my ribs smears the wheat field

Women, men and quail eggs in my bones

I break in half like a pretzel

If I stand up, my chest stops me

An animal is wounded in my breath

Ebb and flow, ebb and flow in my breath

Harps on my back

An ox is emotional inside me

'a child is anxious'

A disaster is crying

My tongue is locked, my palate is in trouble, my foresight is tied, my heart is dumb

My hands, my head, my heart and my back are crying. .

 

There is no hope in the pupil of these springs

There is no virtue in the gardens

There is no sparkle in the pepper plant

The water I drink

It comes from a dried tree

What I live is not humility

The keys to life disappear before my eyes one after another

Fighting does not lead to victory

I am resentful of struggling

The wormy olive trees do not bear fruit

They do not crown the brown heads of little girls,

Neither this spring nor the florists

Stop it Now these merry-go-rounds

Stop it

Stop it, daddy, daddy.

 

They came every day

They strangled me every day. They are gone

Every day I am notified

Every day I am in earthquakes

Every day funerals leave our houses

Without an imam, without a sala, without a crowd

Nobody stops me and stuffs me into nothing

The ground is splitting open, I'm afraid of hurting a baby's heart

But I'm not afraid of hell

In the noonday of sadness

To a slice of land where a dead elephant washes the sun

Mondays and Tuesdays dancing around me

Three in the morning, two in the afternoon, late afternoon...

 

There is always a question on the wall clocks hanging on nails:

Will the world live if I die?

 

I was peeling eggs and salting them in the Muş plain. It was me who made me fall in love with

I was the one who dropped my shoe into Lake Van

I was the one who got punched in the stomach twice when they were in love in high school

The fuss about the scarf, the tie, the stones.

I was the bread, cheese halva

I was in the sea of ​​myrtle, where Aphrodite washed her hair

Thinking about another woman

I was Karaköy, it was me Balat, it was me, it was me

But now I will gradually melt away.

My friends, my brothers and my bushes are getting further and further away

I lived in the enthusiasm of a baby elephant,

I will die in the memory of a trout.

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